Blending

My new year and my old year are blending into each other. Because

1. I still  have Christmas presents i haven't finished or given.
2. some arguing is still unresolved
3. The mess that is my house is still taunting me.

However (veggie tales minstrels singing)

1. I have been keeping up with the daily cleaning
2. have been making random bursts of cleaning successes 
3. I am REALLY wanting to get it clean, not just feeling like i should but wanting it, big dif.
4. I really want to start creating things, which is very hard to do in a messy house.
5. and my husband has finally seemed to realize how much his helping, helps.

So Hazuha to a New year and here we go!!

New year, new hope? or same old same old.

So here is the New year,rather you like it or not.
 I am always split on this mostly because if i make any resolutions i feel like I'm cheating on all the resolutions that i failed last year. Hhhmmm. Well anyway here are mine.

1. To get healthy, mostly by playing more with my kids, and maybe a dance class.
2. To keep writing here, and actually take classes in the arts i love, and KEEP with them.
3. To be there for all my loved ones, in practical ways, not just yammering in their ears. 
4. to actually get tested for ADHD
5. to move the heck out of this house 
6. to plan ahead for home school
7. to plan ahead for anything
8. to be able to tell when to take things personally and when to not
9. to sing more 
10. to have my home clean enough to feel comfortable inviting others over, then invite them.
11. to do more projects with the kids, like build a clubhouse.
12. to learn to sew and crochet
13. to actually scrapbook all the pictures i have
14. to volunteer
15. to go to Ireland(actually more of a before i die thing)
16. to learn German, and signing, and Spanish
17. to start fostering again
18. to do projects with my Sib's and other kids in my life
19. to write short stories and a play
20. to become a sharp shooter with a gun and a bow
21. to read my Bible all the way thru 
22. to get the pictures of my dad and mom and ancestors from his and her family, which will be difficult and uncomfortable
23. AND

and the list goes on which is one of my probs.
so yeah!!
 new year.
  woot woot.
(slightly unsure grin.)
                             Well bye, for now, and may all your resolutions come to fruition.
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to never fall asleep like this, though i think I'm safe.